I Hate Love....

cant sleep rite nw...
coz im missing someone...
someone which already buried deeply in my heart...
someone which i nt dare to love agn...
someone tat breaks my heart so deep...
and i feel so pain everytime i thk bout her...


wat is love??
im nt sure i truly understand the meaning of it....
bt im sure i hv experienced it b4...
i loved a person sincerely and with my whole heart once...
she is the 1 i try very hard to 4gt....bt jz cant...
reali miss the time when be wv her....
nw i jz hope tat i could find a medicine tat can erase my memories of her...


jz as ppl oweys say...love is blind...
no matter hw the ppl treat u....
no matter hw she hurt u...
u will still love her wv every inch of ur heart...

if u truly love tat someone...
u wish to share everythg wv her in ur life...
no matter u r happy or sad....u jz wan to let her knw...
let her knw hw u feel....

everytime when u r lonely...
u wish to be wv her...
when u r together wv her....
u knw tat she is the one...
u wun let her go....
knwing tat she is the central of ur life...

everytime when u r cold...
u wish to hold her hand...
hug her tightly....listen to her breath...
feel her warmth and heartbeats....
u knw tat ur heart is beating for her....
ur goal of ur life is jz to make her happy...











very tired rite nw....
bt still cant sleep....
NEED TO STOP THKING BOUT HER RITE NW!!!
GET AWAY FROM MY MIND!!!!
I DONT NEED U IN MY LIFE!!!!
i keep saying these lies to myself....




we nt together for more den a year....
i ady mature alot....
and i knw tat she wun happy when she wv me....
she is better wv someone else....
tried to accept the fact...


i reali put everythg down....
tis time for real....
i jz wan to enjoy my SINGLE life....
wan to SHAKE wv my fren...
SINGLE IS FUN!!!!
SHAKE IT BABE!!!!